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Saturday, August 21st, 2004
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new journal
www.livejournal.com/~un_r3achable
add me <33
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Friday, August 20th, 2004
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Saturday, August 7th, 2004
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whata good freakin day! i spent like $400 of my dads money.. n whoa im like SO not finished yet! haha.. neways, ae is def my fave place on the planet! haha.. i went n got up at freakin 8 this mornin so i could go shoppin, n umm.. i TOTALLA got to the mall at like 11:40 n wenta ae, hollister, a&f, n alla that good stuff.. gotta see erica nae, emily, steph, n tonsss more! n bought tons a stuff. n then wenta eat japanese bc its like my fav. n thennnn wenta the h*town mall n shopped even more. then we wenta allison's n chilled thurr for like 2 hours.. n then i went home. went n picked up my *real* mom in charleston - went back to the mall.. n saw erica nae AGAIN.. but this time she was LEAVING workyy, jp, mikaela, steph *again*, jared, nick, n wow.. a freaking gang. lol.. bought me a WVU shirt n i was excited. lol.. spent approx. $7.50 on that n that was the extent of money coming out of my pocket for the day! aweee im so freakin prouda myself! n ive had sucha good day.. that is, until i came home n realized that i was runnin a fever again.. n feelin like crap - STILL .. even though i did my best to ignore it. and ive decided that i wanna cut my hair off.. n all this stuff so its gonna be like totalla interesting! n im not gointa sunday school in the mornin for various reasons - but the main one being, umm..bc i dont wanna! lol.. but i *will* gota church.. n then ima come home, nap it up.. n then work 5-10 tomorra nite. i close by myself n im like *dude.. SO freakin scared* .. yep.. u knowwwww! but ill do fine, im sure! i always do! neways i dont feel well, and i wanna go watch a movie n hopefulla wait on a phone call bc im spoiled like that *aweee how kute!* haha.. neways im out!
lotta loveeeee <3
sarah n sam - hope u guys hada greaatttt time at the beach n im glad u didnt leave me w/ chris much longer bc i SWEAR im gonna die! lol <33 ya!
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| Time: | 12:38 am. |
| Mood: |  giggly. | | Music: | an old song i learned from ashleigh winter! hehe... |
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whoaa where ta start? mkayy.. well i guess i *COULD* start from the beginning.. so i get up this mornin w/a phone call from my *lovellyyyy* momma who's comin home from georgia.. ta see meeee (for lika hour.. or so she thinksss) n spend time w/ my family.. n yeh oh well. n thennnn.. i talked to my megan. i miss her ever so much. even tho shes only gone for the weekend.. lol.. congrats to chris and miranda on getting married! aweee! yayyy! - tomorrows the big day ;o) .. yep! n thennn.. i had sum chicken soup.. bc im sickyy :o( n yeh. u know how that goes. n then i jus laid round awhile, talked ta heather on the phone for sum time.. n then called daddyy.. n went ta get me sum wendys bc thats like my alltime fav place to go.. lol. so then i go into work n to my surprise - no heather :o( n shes like totally my fav person in the entire world, besides paul, kanesa, micki, katie, ashley, brittney, n nikki that i work w/) lol..newhoo.. i worked in the toys dept so i got ta play around all evenin n talk on the phone w/ paul.. n hes cool n all so it was all good. n then i went on break n talked ta ronnie 4a while.. n he was talkin ta everaboda in the room bout votin 4 bush.. n i was like 'dude, i SO would if i was 18...' n hopefully people make the right decision n re-elect him.. but hey thats none of my business newayss.. so im not gonna say too much on that issue, bc i know a lotta my friends and i disagree on political issues. moving on, i got off work, n came home n dad was waitin on the porch for me.. bc i was 15 min. late bc of course lyle is so f*ing slow.. neways.. apparently i have the creative mind in the family n he wanted my opinion on this and that.. n yeah i gave a pretta good opinion, i guess? lol. n then i got on here. n i got ta talk to cam! wheeeee! hes totalla awesome bc he luvvvvsssss me no matter what i do. but i think hes totalla bout ta strangle me, bc lately.. ive been havin probs n i tell him a/b em n he doesnt agree w/me so.. yeh.. oh well, sorry cam but this is how its goin down and even though i dont realla like it * imll do it n see how it goes :o( .. yep. but i still <3 ya ta death n i hope you're gonna continue bein there for me, bc even when it feels like noboda cares nemore, i know you do and i know i can count on you! hehe .. n i realla appreciate it! ... and then i got the phone call, the phone call i wasnt supposed to receive until he got back in town.. n all, just to tell me he had just got out of the hot tub.. haha.. n boy does that bring back memories of earlier this week. im SO glad you're not in trouble for tuesday nite :o) .. we'll def havta do that again sometime! haha.. tmgt! newaysss.. its gonna be a long day tomorra n i gotta get sum rest, so ima get goin!
x's and o's <33 * jaim daniELLE :o)
1 week and 6 days :o( -> and you're always gonna be my best friend<3
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Wednesday, August 4th, 2004
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wow.. so its been eventful and i hadnt updated since friday.. well saturday i did a big buncha nuthin except talkta pete on the phone n go see the village w/him.. n yeh great stuff - the only good part about that evenin was hangin w/him n bein absolutely CRAZY w/him.. yep.. neways.. onto sunday - worked 8-12 AND 6-10 and in the meantime i went n got the shinedown cd, gave a copy to pete, AND sooo owned his jack daniels hat! yayy.. go me! neways.. yeh that was interesting enough.. monday - meg calls at like 11 or so, we gota wendys in SA - n pete calls when we head ta H*town.. n so we invite him ta go w/ us. she wanted ta see the new walmart bc she wanted ta know how big it REALLA was lol.. n yeh that was great n all, n then we piled into the xTerra n wenta the bville mall.. n then wenta the marshall campus to meet up w/ Lindsay at the student center or w/e.. n we wenta her apt. for awhile - pete laid on her rainbow brite bed.. n yeh.. that was that. then we took pete backta walmart so he could get his car, n we wenta the krogers in teays valley ta get ice cream sandwiches for his mom.. n yehhh fun stuff.. n then me n meg wenta the park to go swing on the swingssss.. n became the swinger sisters! wheeeeeee! lol.. n then we went home - n i stayed up till 5 bc i SWEAR im gettin insomnia or something. neways, onto last nite.. WHOA now.. i didnt do NETHING yesterday - NOTHING at freaking all..n then last nite, meg calls at like 11:30 bc she jus got off work n was askin if i wanted ta go to Joeys w/her.. n i was like 'well id havta spend the nite or somethin' - so, yep.. thats where im at.. Meg's house! so pete came over when meg was on her way ta get me - n he came w/us! whata surprise.. yep.. newaysss we wenta joey's.. sat n talked for like EVERRR bout nuthin - n then got in the hot*tub.. saw some naked bodies.. lol.. n yeh whata nite. neways we left at like 2:30 n wenta meg's in south hills.. n chilled.. n pete decided he'd stay.. n yepppp - he totally left here at like 5am.. lol.. it was greattt it was SOoOOooO FUN! wheeeeeeeeee! lol.. im livin on like 6 hours sleep n im SO good ;o)
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| Time: | 11:46 pm. |
| Mood: |  depressed. |
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im so sleepy. im depressed. im not myself. i hate me. i hate you. i hate EVERYBODY. and everything for that matter. but i am happy about one thing.. i did get ta talk ta mitch tonite n hes back home in PA - n even tho that sucks, we still talked for an hour and he ALWAYS gives the best advice. im SO glad ive known him long enough to trust him - and i think that 4 years should be long enough. :o] he puts me in a better mood about things, and makes me think about them differently. im glad he's smart enough to listen to me, and yet smart enough to make me listen to him. and i appreciate EVERYTHING you do for me hun! esp. all the advice ive gathered from you since you came in and we met up! im'll miss you but i'll most def. keep in touch!
aweeeee gotta love this! plus, i got to spend the evening w/ garrett n oh yeah bud.. had to love that. even though he told me that i should date dustin n im jus like WTF? lol.. negative on dustin, but tyler.. yeah hes hott.. lol! whoaa i cant believe im sayin that - but he is. and i went drivin round tonite to see what i could get into.. n yeah there was nothin. n today i went out w/ kristen - n that was cool n all but its not so cool that shes screwin w/ brittany n walt when shes round emily. now thats jus plain gay! i swear, im kinda curious what grade we're REALLY in people! oh well, who cares.. i'll take care of that when the time comes..
i SO wanna see the village - and supposedly, i'll be going tomorrow nite. yayyy <3
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Thursday, July 29th, 2004
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| Time: | 12:54 pm. |
| Mood: | depressed. | | Music: | im always depressed.. its an everyday thing.. :o(. |
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im so mad at myself. why do i instigate things w/ people to get a reaction or an answer to something i already know the answer to? bc i pretty much lost my best guy friend, or so it seems.. i cant call him bc that would completely ruin the entire thing that happened last nite and im just about to do it. i cant stand the fact that he could be mad at me, and i just wanna make sure he isnt.. but i cant blame him if he is. i mean, i treated him pretta badly last nite n then i called him n elyse gave him a mouthful bc i obviously cant tell him nething i wanna tell him. i told him there was something i didnt trust him with, and that was it.. but yeah, i just dont understand anymore.. and thanks to last nite - we probably wont be spending that much time together anymore bc yeah.. friends just dont do that and thats really gonna hurt. why do i go n say stuff w/o thinking of the consequences? oh well, even though it was bothering me and hurting me before... i really screwed myself over this time and it hurts twice as bad.. oh well, we'll see what happens i guess.
please, dont hate me.. you havta understand where i'm coming from. and if things change, i'll understand why - bc if you think about it.. they should. but that's up to us, not anyone else.. and you know what was said last nite is right.. just, please dont go.. i know i was pretta mad at you last nite but we talked it out * i dunno.. i just feel like a horrible person bc of what was said, and you know i dont want to hurt you or hurt our friendship in any way.. but i really wish you'd pay attention to your actions bc your words and your actions completely conflict - but we'll work on that later.. for now, lets just do what we want - we have less than a month to do so.. and please call me.. i dont wanna have to really never talk to you again
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| Time: | 3:04 am. |
| Mood: |  bitchy. |
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in case anyone realla cares which im sure they dont - i got up at nearly 1pm today to find out pete had called at 8:30 to try n wake me up.. n again at like 10:30 but HEY didnt work out for ya did it? haha.. neways i called him when i got up n yeah we talked till i left 4 workyy.. n then he came n saw me at work.. n yehhh we talked for a good bit and i got off at 9 and he wenta churchy n he was SUPPOSED to come over but OH yeah, he ditched me n went to michelle's i think.. neways.. elyse called - she's in town, and she's at my house n thats why i havent updated yet - and pete left at like 2AM and yeah.. it was interesting bc these boys were like freakin weird n said we were talkin crap a/b them behind their backs n im the only one that said nething n told 1 guy his butt was hangin out n eventually told him that pete was hotter than he was and he wanted to kick our butts n i made pete go w/ me bc yeah thatd be bad if he got in a fight n yeah.. bc 1 - he'd tear em up n 2 - he'd gota jail n neither would be good rite now. neways i was informed that id be gettin more than 1 call a month - but im not sure if theres gonna be ANY calls bc u know what? i told him im sick n tired of his BS and yeah.. im not takin it nemore.. yep.. sucks doesnt it?
too bad i cant ever say no..
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Wednesday, July 28th, 2004
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| Time: | 12:13 am. |
| Mood: | cranky. |
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wow im SO sleepyyy.. i didnt do a whole lot today - wenta the ole big K n worked a bit.. 3-8.. did a lil bitta nuthin b4 work haha - actualla i did go runnin round fora bit - n then JOY came n saw me at work n told me she was comin after a digi cam n if u look at her journal - u can see she got it and its workin great! lol n then i got off at 8 - wenta my daddys house n saw my baby bro.. n then came home for 0.2 seconds to get my celly in case someone would call..n then went back out runnin round - ended up back at my dads bc i hada talk to him n pete calls right when im walkin out the door - it was like 10 n hes in nitro so of COURSE - where does he end up? hmm.. my house yep.. we watched goldmember n NO thats NOT a james bond movie (lol) n guacamole? - 10 kinds of nasty.. yep! haha.. neways he left at like.. 11:45 or somethin i think.. oh well, who cares.. but i called him as soon as he pulled out so i could talk to him till he got home bc thatd be bad if he wrecked lol.. AGAIN.. n then we'd havta go back to clendenin for a diff car im SURE lol .. hed find a reason to take me like YEARS outta my way in the POURING rain lol.. good times oh well. neways.. we ran into erica renea at walmart yesterday n she gota eclipse convertible today =] .. i SO gotta go back ta hollister to see her! i miss her so much - n those trig sleepovers, but she said we gotta do it sometime withOUT the trig book n yeah.. i dunno how ta do that lol oh well.. we'll figure somethin out! OMG elyse comes in tomorrow - till FRIDAY.. n i so wanna keep her :o( i miss her SO freakin much and yeah its killin me to know shes gonna be here for like TWO days n yeah :o(
im out.. im sleepy n i SO cant keep my eyes open much longer.. i was tired like 3 freakin hours ago.. but noooooooooooooooooooo
x's and o's <3
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wow.. if its bad - it happened to me today. i SWEAR this has been one of the WORST days. and to start it off, i go to bed at like 11 sumthin last nite n send pete a text that says 'call me whenever if you want' .. well BIG mistake, bc i got a phone call at freakin 3am lol.. talked to him till almost 4.. went back to sleep by 5.. and woke up at 9:30 to get ready. woke him up at 9:44 bc he said NO calls b4 9:45 and .. really WHAT DOES 1 MINUTE MATTER? lol.. nehow.. i go to work only to find that im standing at the service desk for FOUR freaking hours doin big bunches of NOTHIN.. while talkin to Kanesa, Heather, Sarah, and Sam.. and the REST of my crew.. OH yeah, and HOW could i EVER forget Joey.. yeah well, he's easily forgotten. Neways we had sum trouble last nite apparently and yeh.. it SUCKED.. n Cookie was ina kinda bad mood so that put everaboda in one.. n poor ole Paul called off, so yeh.. that sucked even more. so yeah, i went in at 11, went on break at 1..talked to Sam the entire time.. n then went back at 1:15.. yeh boring stuff. i punched out at 3 to go to Lunch.. n yeh went home n there was nothin to do so i got back in my car, went to SA n called pete to see what was up. obviously NOTHIN was.. lol.. n then i went back to work by 4. Fun stuff yet again bc i found out they switched me away from the service desk and i did checkouts for 20 minutes, and then did domestics, housewares, ladies wear, and even some electronics. Yeah ... thats where the real fun began. bc me n You You.. well, Heather.. lol.. got to talk and i got to read sum of her poems n Yeh well.. shes a GREAT person lol.. n everytime the crew runs into each other we're jus like 'peace up, a-town down' bc thats just.. the thing i guess. Heather n Paul started that.. along w/ 3 snaps anda circle.. n yeah thats just hilarious. yep .. then when i got home i was just out of it, but i called pete at lunch and when i did.. i was just in the WORST mood.. and i dont know why. then i called him at break at 6 to tell him i was sorry and he was asleep n he hung up on me to go back to sleep apparently lol. Oh well, he felt bad - so whatever.. i never got to apologize but he'll get over it i'm sure. neways here i am - just in the worst of moods and im realizing that HEY if its bad - its GONNA happen to me. i was SO wantin to go out tomorrow.. and do stuff.. but thats not gonna happen bc of a series of events. Plus, i need to go and get gas tomorrow too.. and wow.. i dont even know how much money is in the bank lol. Lets just hope i have sum cash! haha.. neways im gonna go. im gettin sleepy, i need to pack, i wanna go home..and i BETTER get that phone call.
lotta love.. <3
x's and o's.. really.. lol
* jaim danielle .. aka meeeemeeeee*
"all the pain i thought i knew, all the thoughts lead back to you.. back to what was never said, back and forth inside my head.. i cant handle this confusion.. im unable - come and take me away."
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Saturday, July 24th, 2004
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| Time: | 12:02 pm. |
| Mood: | crazy. | | Music: | freak out - avril lavigne. |
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heyy. well, since ive been up and on the phone since freakin 10 am.. i figured id update. i wont MENTION who woke me up.. yeah it was pete.. neways lol.. yeah.. DEFINITELY went to bed at like 2 bc i was on the phone.. n yeah.. well we're ALWAYS on the phone, so whats the difference? lol.. yep. im talkin to my real mom right now a/b the fight im having w/ my dad. we're on speaking terms, officially. however, everything he says to me is concise, and if he knows its gonna make me mad.. then he'll say it. oh well. i cant wait to go to work, i hope somethin *exciting* happens, or at least.. i wanna work w/ someone i like - well, i LOVE everaboda at the front desk.. like steve, stacey, PAUL *omg i FREAKING love him*, chris *even though we didnt get along at first*, sam, and sarah.. n yeahhh ;o) .. plus i think Joey`s workin w/me for a bit so thats alwaysss fun. yep.. neways im talkin to my G n i so love him to death! ;o)
yep.. welll hunni im out now <3
i dont have nething better to do..
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| Time: | 11:55 pm. |
| Mood: |  sleepy. |
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| Time: | 10:49 pm. |
| Mood: | drained. | | Music: | unreachable - ashlee simpson. |
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soo its been one heck of a day.. yep.. got up at noon, was lacking motivation to go to work.. but ended up going in at three as planned.. some kid tried to steal 2 dvd's.. and it didnt work out too well for him *HAHA* oh well. lol.. it was amusing. i didnt do much of NETHING tonite.. except almost get run over by that kid while he was running out.. oh welllll.. yep. whata nite. n i got home and talked to mom for a bit n the next thing i knew, pete was calling.. i wasnt expecting it but oh well. he gotta new car, and i might just take him monday to go get it - but we're not definite on those plans yet.. lol.. i gotta work tomorra (3-9), sunday (11-8) and yeahh.. im off monday ;o) then i work tuesday and wednesday both 3-8.. whata week. newaysss.. im really looking forward to the upcoming weeks bc yeah.. i dunno.. its hard to tell what ill get myself into ;o) .. ive gota few things up my sleeve, that nobody knows yet and im just DYING to tell.. but hey.. sum things gotta go like that. i cant believe that convo i had last nite tho.. lol.. whata nite.. it ALWAYS is when im out w/ meg tho! <33333333
Best Sign EVER -- 'Do Not Hump' lol.. on a train in SC.. whattttta weirdo
x's and o's ...
<3 jaim
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Wednesday, July 21st, 2004
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| Time: | 9:58 am. |
| Mood: |  awake. | | Music: | autobiography - ashlee simpson. |
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heyy bayBe! omg i so cant get in the habit of writing again. well, im REALLY not supposed to be here..but due to parentals being gay.. me n allie couldnt take our roadtrip to NC.. oh well. neways yesterday all i did was talk to pete, go to see NOTEBOOK w/ britt, n work.. n omg notebook was the best love story ive seen in my entire life.. yep. theres nothing to say. life's not going the way i want it to.. he doesnt understand how i feel.. i dont even understand how i feel - so i cant expect him to.. thats the thing. im so distant.. at least im trying to grow so distant from everyone. im tired of getting hurt.. and surprisingly - its the people closest to me that manage to do that OH so well. oh well.. i guess i'll never learn. kim n hunter came n woke me up at like 9 so i guess ill try goin back to bed since im so freakin tired neways. i was tryna get garrett ta do sumthin but a COURSE.. hes goin golfin.. whata kid. lol.. his bday is tomorrow.. ill see him tonite so ALL is well =] .. i shouldve pursued that.. ive had about a million chances - but.. you know how that goes. im out of here.. <33
x's and o's
<3 jaim danielle
joey - omg we SO needa talk.. i cant believe u were at staci`s till like 1am.. oh well.. u missed sumthin MAJOR n yehh.. u'll SO laugh =] .. i luv youuuu!
GoT sTaiNs oN my TsHirT & iM tHe -BiGGeSt- fLirt.. RiGht nOw im SoLo, But tHat WiLL b ChaNgiN eVeNTuaLLy.. gOt bRuiSeS On My hEaRt & SuMTiMeS i gEt dArK.. iF u WaNt my AuTo, WaNt mY aUtoBiOgRAPhy.. baBy jus aSk mE.. - ashLee SiMPsON
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| Time: | 1:42 am. |
| Mood: |  envious. |
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you know what hunni? you SUCK
ahh.. i feel better!
quote of the evening.. `'well i mean they just pop out at ya'-- ashleigh fayanne! i Luvvvv ya!
joy.. the girl who shuda beena blonde.. lol iLu! ~ really.. i do.. lol
x babadawL O5 x: do you buy EVERYTHING in extra small?
(insider w/ the girls.. and justin.. in 4th)
Absolut X desire: i was gonna say.. no i always have to get medium but i remember now
i didnt do nething except work today.. tomorrow i think im gointa go see notebook w/ my brittany.. n then work.. n yehh.. its gonna be GREAAAT! it was only great bc i got ta work w/ joey tonite n he cracks me upppp .. yehh u KNOW that kid is SO gonna be my boyfriend) lol..
goodnite all..
x's and o's
and i care.. still.. but i REALLY dont understand you.. nor do you understand yourself.. but still.. <\3
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| Time: | 1:45 pm. |
| Mood: | worried. | | Music: | whiskey lullaby - brad paisley n allison kraus - awh YAYYYY. |
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soo.. i went to the beach lol. whata surprise. neways.. we were gone the 11th thru the 17th..but im not gonna write a/b it bc its nothin that u needa know unless u wanna ask me personally lol. came back round 4:30 - called pete - went n got my gpa sum taco bell - wenta dads ta give them my lil bro's stuff - n then went to pete's so we could go out.. didnt know whata do.. but we went ta the taco bell in SC - 4.20 lol.. yehh.. neways - then we went drivin round for a bit n then went ta see i, robot at like 7:30 or somethin.. good movie - it made him mad.. so i guess that means its a good movie? lol yehhh. took him home - i went home.. talked ta britt n wenta bed =\ * whata day..
sunday.. got up at like 8.. wenta churchy - hada put up w/ james.. but i got to see my GARRETT =] n i was SO freakin excited to see my boy! - left after sunday school .. wenta huntington to go to sonic n get a cherry limeade lol.. n then came home - went drivin round w/ britt.. came home again.. got ready for work n worked from like 1-5.. came home yet again to change.. n went ta church. wenta dads.. went HOME ta change.. wenta britts gpas n got her.. went drivin round.. n then to mikie's so we could see him! i ran inta him at the movies saturday nite so it hadnt been that long for me but i missed him neways! i <3 mikie ta death - hes like the coolest guy in the world! .. n yeh.. it was weird.. came home - looked thru my pix.. n got on here ta talk to cameron, joy, n meg * the 3 i missed a Lot.. but didnt get ta talk to the person i miss the MOST - n thats my girl Lease!! =[ .. yehh.. im still sad a/b that but..we'll talk eventually im sure! pete eventually called.. at like 1 somethin n he was drunk.. n really weird.. n such a JERK.. but yeh - im still mad but w/e.
todayyy - got up at like 12 sumthin.. n now im on here updatin this thing.. so i can please a few people that have missed me updating 24/7 lol.. but yeh i gotta gota work 4-8:30 n then im gonna talk ta mandyyy tonite! yayy
x's and o's
<3 - jaim danielLe
<\3 brOken.
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aweee i have blonde hair again - yayy
like freakin 14 hours before leaving - n STILL havent packed.. my bad
<\3 see you soonly baybe dawL
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